What I miss

Why am I always the last to know or the last to figure something out? Why am I so restless in my life. Most people are happy going to work, coming home, walking the dog, going to they gym and the grocery store then back home. I'm not...I never have been...I'm so restless here. For those who don't know about a year and a half ago I decided to leave Houston and start teaching at a school in my home town. I went from metro city life to extremely small town life. I do love where I'm from afterall, it's home. I like to visit here...that is it's appeal...it's my roots but I've outgrown this place and need to spread out more. I miss Houston. I miss the city and the lights and the noise. I miss having somewhere to go late at night other than a bar. I miss being able to walk downtown and listen to the traffic on the freeway. I miss all of it...I love home and will visit often but i'm ready to move on and be back in the city...somewhere...not sure if its Houston another state or what but I miss it that excitement alot. *SIGH*